Saturday, November 22, 2008

Peace

Peace

Peace, a thought with a noble sense
Nowadays, just a tattered fence
Which sought to change the world
Into a livable place
But is now waiting for someone,
To give it, the coup de grace.

Great leaders fought for it for years
And saw a glimmer of hope
Another few, took only minutes
To make it a worldwide joke.
Many people used it,
Like caste and creed
And disposed it off as they pleased.

The real meaning behind it is forgotten
It is just an instrument,
Used for means so rotten
And now I wonder
Whether the time has come
To let peace, rest in peace?
-- Me

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Looking back...

Even though I'm still short on time, I realised I do best when I'm facing a deadline :) , so here goes.

Doing my usual timewasting, I stumbled across an invite to my (high) school's alumni meet in January. To people who don't know, I'm from the Delhi Public School, R.K. Puram, a name whose fame is rivalled probably only by my other alma mater, IIT Delhi. Ya you will obviously disagree, but who cares, it's my blog, not yours. And when I read the date, and a comment by my close friend, I realised it's gonna be 6 years I've been an alumni dipsite (ya that's what we're called). And that's what made me realise it's been that long. In many ways I'm that same person I was then, in many ways, I'm very different. On the outside, I look much the same, probably a little geekier, some side effects of IIT there, heck some time back my nursery teacher recognized me without breaking a sweat! . Inside, dunno, I'm much the same, but very different. Whenever I look back I'm always amazed by how naive, how innocent I used to be. I guess we all do, that's why the cliche (ugh! never knew I'd say that) "the good old days" exists. People who keep track of me through this blog are likely to imagine me as this depressed guy, I don't usually write when I'm happy, I just enjoy that time.

Getting back, the past is such a wonderful thing. People remember their school life as a horror or a wonderful ride, it's sorta difficult to be lukewarm about it. I guess it's a mixture of both, else there won't be million dollar industries to cash in on it. To tell you frankly, I was never one of the "cool" kids. I never regretted it, even when the maiden mobile movie enterprise from my school came out :P . Maybe especially then. If you don't know what I'm talking about and are from India, what world were you in! I was kind of the archetypical studious boy, minus the specs for most of my school time, and as I'd like to believe, minus some of the geekiness. Frankly, I'm a lot geekier now than I was then, but then, IIT does that to you. The simple fact is that when I look back, I remember all these wonderful people I met, all the experiences I had. I'd never wish to change any of it, who I was then made me who I am today, and I'm pretty happy with that. The funny thing is how I used to imagine, that 6 years down the line after passing out from school, I'd be set, decided on what I wanted to do with my life, and actually doing it. Now I realise, I only have a vague idea of what I want to do with my life, and I'm not quite there, and probably we never do. If we do get to where we want to go, that makes you lose your purpose to live, which is probably the worst thing that can happen to anyone. I guess the best we can do is to always remember that child inside of us. That's why, I guess, they say, no matter where you go, don't forget your roots, where you come from. I still remember myself as a wide eyed little kid, holding my mom's hand, entering the school on my first day, as I do my last. I still remember entering IIT for the first time, and leaving it for the last time. I guess I'll always remember coming to UNC, and definitely leaving it too. I've had some good, some bad, and some truly wonderful memories, made my best friends at these places and had some of the best times of my life. If I give credit to who or what has made me who I am, these places and the people I met there, come second only to my family. These places will forever remain enshrined in my head as those wonderful places, which regular places in this world aspire to be, but never achieve, inhabited by such wonderous people whom even fiction cannot match, with memories to match. These places, ladies and gentlemen, are my heaven, and forever they shall be. In the words of the mughal emperor Humayun, "Gar barruye zameen asto, hameen asto, hameen asto, hameen asto", which roughly translates to, if there is a heaven on earth, it is here, it is here, it is here.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Life

This is one more of my old poems, while I still am plagued by lack of time

Life
You can be surrounded by friends, yet be all alone,
You could have won the greatest prize, yet lost it all,
You could be the happiest person in the world, yet find no reason to smile,
You could have known a person a lifetime, yet find a stranger in front of you everyday.

You could have seen all the world has to offer, yet not seen anything at all,
You could be the richest guy alive, yet poorer than the beggar on the street,
You could be the most powerful & influential person, yet be the most helpless.

Life is not about what you choose, but what you do with what has been given to you,
It’s about leaving your past behind and think about the present, yet not drift into the future,
It’s not just about pondering over who you are, it’s about putting those thoughts into action,
Because you are unchangeable, irreplaceable, and so are those around you,
Because where there is good, there is evil, and it’s not in your power to root out all of it,
But what is, is to overcome it & look at the bright side of life,
Because you have but one life, so put it to good use, and relax and leave the rest to life.

-- Me

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Hope

This is one of quite a few poems I wrote a long time back, I'm going to put these up over a period of a few days while I come up with some new ideas :D

Hope

When you are down
And you try to smile,
But all that comes is a frown.
When the odds are against you
When the thought of failure plagues you,
When all friends have left your side
Then, deep down inside,
A ray of hope comes to life
And within you, ends all strife
Thoughts sort themselves out
And you are rid of all doubt
It gives you the inspiration to fight
Against all odds, against all might

It is not an instrument of the great
It isn't all just fate
It's all in your hands
It stems from the will to succeed
Obstructions in your path, there shall be,
But to those, pay no heed
Cause they shall always be
Draw strength from the will
The path is uphill
But don't lose hope
Because my friend, we shall overcome,
Succeed you will.

-- Me

Sunday, October 12, 2008

The Holy Inquisition and Wall street crashes

I was watching this somewhat interesting movie out of boredom, which briefly dwelled on the topic of the inquisitions and how the people of Venice turned from fawning over courtesans to blaming them for all the ills that befell them. And essentially how they were tried and convicted as witches. In case you're wondering, it wasn't a documentary, just something Netflix popped up on my screen. Also, in case you're about to cringe and shy away fearing yet another history lesson, well, don't, I'm not gonna explain what the inquisition was.

One fact I do wish to discuss, is how in history, women have been blamed for a lot of ills that occured. They deserve credit, they've taken the flak for a lot of things which weren't their fault at all. It's quite interesting how we tend to try and find scapegoats for everything. Whenever things are going well, we are happy and adore the people revelling in success. But as soon as things turn bad, we revile the very same people, blaming them for all ills. In history, though we didn't exactly place women on a pedestal, but they were usually the ones blamed whenever any natural calamity struck. Courtesy, religion, and the world being male dominated. The Holy Inquisition is just the worst of the kind that took place. And to look at it, history is littered with similar incidences where a few exploited people's insecurities to label a certain section as responsible for all ills. The most famous of them all is probably Hitler's crusade against the Jews, but it is probably not the bloodiest or the one affecting the most number of people. Essentially, we start becoming a one man justice system, and give them no real chance to defend themselves. That's probably the herd mentality, or simple ignorance. When we suffer by no fault of ours, we often want some scapegoat to blame.

And actually we don't need to go too far back to look for evidence of such acts. The recent Wall street crashes and global economic collapse is a simple example. We were quick to blame the bankers who handle these things. Well, not to say they aren't at all responsible for what's happened, but simply, the majority aren't, and it's this majority that's been hit the worst by this. But then why do we blame them? jealousy. We've watched these people enjoy a lavish existence, by apparently doing no work, while we suffer and slave in our daily lives. Well, it's a little true, it's hard not to feel envious of their existence, and we inherently bide our time to hit back at the ones we feel jealous of, it's simple human nature. And since now it's our time, we blame the entire kind of bankers for all ills, a kind that needs to be purged or controlled to fix things. Similar arguments tend to be used in communal riots, an event that's sadly too common in my own country. Even more so, I've heard many more such arguments in the "war against terror". So why does that deserve quotes? we've so simply put the tag of a terrorist on just about every muslim we see, that it's actually disturbing. The people we vilify as terrorists, do we ever try to find out what plagued their lives. While I still don't condone their actions, I can see why some would take up arms. They are shown such similar arguments against the west, like you are shown against them. They have their own insecurities, some have probably suffered a personal loss as well. But the general fear would probably be sufficient to induce such a condition. Any smart person knows how easy it is to brainwash a scared person, you can simply make them do whatever you want. Manipulation of others is like a primal tool we all have, and use subconciously everyday. Some are better at this than others, and most of these people, become leaders in little time.

What you can take from this? look at someone who the world, or even you despise with an impartial eye. Look at the circumstances that made them do the things they did, what would you do in their situation. And before judging "I'd never do that still!" remember what crazy things your mind can make you do when insecure. And maybe look at that person, and give him a second chance, a benefit of doubt to earn your respect, before you move on. Maybe if we all did that, the world might just be a better place.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

The Rise and Fall of empires

I'm guessing I'll be getting a lot of flames after this, so my only request is to keep an open mind. This issue is pretty contentious, and people usually have pretty fixed views on such topics.

This topic was motivated partly by the goings on at Wall Street and other things, which made some of the dormant things in my head pop up again. To get to it, lets first look at great empires. History, or rather historians offer plenty of examples, be it the Greeks, Romans, Byzantines, and many more. The Romans are usually held as kind of the template used by future great empires of the region, like the Byzantines, even the erstwhile British empire to a certain extent. Whether calling the British empire a great empires is right or not, but the sheer size of the region under its control is an attestation to its glory. All these, and other civilizations are always remembered for their architecture, how they established large cities where earlier there were none, and the spread of education. You'll find volumes over volumes of books and numerous historians who can tell you explicit details of these civilizations. There is the obvious dark thread as well that ties them together, which is that all of them relied heavily on slave labour for many and most of their great architectural achievements. It was a model perfected by the Romans I believe, and used for aeons to come. One more common thread was that these were military empires, they conquered places and stationed troops to maintain order. That perhaps is the biggest defining characteristic of an empire, the ability to maintain control and order. In the ancient and medieval eras, military domination and controlling trade routes was the only option to keep the empire running. And what almost always brought about the end of an empire was the failure to keep these two conditions satisfied. To keep one part of the world in luxury, some other parts must be overworked, overtaxed, and essentially exploited. Plus, to keep things politically sound, there always needs to be an overarching philosophical justification for the actions of the elite. As it is, exploitation usually breeds revolution, and seeds for the destruction of the empire. I concede my examples are exclusive to european empires, but they are the ones about which we know the most.

Stepping into the modern era, military empires are untenable. Public opinion and the easy dissemination of information have meant that the previous philosophical justifications can no longer hold. Obviously there do exist more sophisticated arguments for other kinds of control and dominance, but fighting wars is very difficult, as the americans have realised. Wars create such a barrage of bad publicity, let alone the terrorist responses, that it's difficult to stem the flow of public outrage from around the world. But the crux of my article is not really military empires, I've discussed them to death earlier as well. In the modern era, philosophical and economic dominance is the a-la-mode (well blogger doesn't allow french accents, or atleast I don't know how to get them) method. If I may, I'll borrow Mr. Ahmadinejad's almost favourite term, the american empire. I obviously don't mean it in the way he does, I only intend it to mean the dominance of the USA over the financial markets of the world. A financial crisis has hobbled the markets around the world. There are obviously those around the world who are gladdened by these developments, I, frankly am not. My reasons primarily centre around the money I have myself lost in my stock portfolio (yes, I do have shares). I'm always amazed by the amount of control USA, through its companies, wields over the financial, so to say, ecosystem. I like to see the source of all major developments in some conflict, and I consider the second World War as the major turning point for USA. It hobbled Great Britain, which frankly was destroyed by war, in addition to losing all its colonies. It was essentially reduced to what someone said, the inconsequential island in the Atlantic. Plus, Britain, and most of europe, owed USA huge amounts for war supplies and reconstruction costs. Plus the huge navy developed helped USA control the largest resource on earth, the seas and oceans. They essentially controlled trade, and with the capitalist model of mass production, they made huge profits and established massive trade surpluses with just about everyone. With that, the dollar became the base currency for the world, a stable currency which is used by everyone to trade in. 50 years on, things started to change. The former Asian and African colonies started to come up. Now, China, and to a much lesser extent, India are starting to wield considerable influence, or so I'd like to believe. India, sad to say, never adopts controversial stances on anything, but the Chinese do. They are fiercely competitive of their interests, and they essentially used the same model the USA used to create their dominance. Mass production, at varying levels of quality, is swamping the world with Chinese goods. I'm really not concerned whether that's a good or bad thing, the Chinese are fiercely proud, and will try their level best that major snafus, like the recent milk adulteration problems, are not repeated. The simple thing is, that Chinese firms are beating the USA at its own game. China now has a substantial dollar reserve, and is on the lookout for takeover. Years of trade deficit at the USA end have led to such an outflux of dollars that it is difficult to prevent the world from amassing them in huge quantities. The problem is that the USA's production edge is gone, almost all commodity level production has been shifted abroad. Their only major control lies in the financial markets. And with the ongoing financial crisis, that major pillar of the American "empire" is threatened. Probably the government realises this at some level. This is where I come back to control, for the survivability of an empire, it must maintain control and order. When it doesn't, a new empire usually takes its place, for how long, it's difficult to predict. In the current scenario, China &, to a somewhat lesser extent, Europe is starting to present a viable alternative to the USA for having a financial centre of world. It's hard to overlook China, when most of the things are made there. The thing is that, if Wall street caves, it'll be the coup-de-grace (pardon the french again :D ) for American dominance in the economic sphere. The military can only do so much in such a scenario. USA cannot dominate negotiations using the power of force alone in today's world. Of course, the collapse of such a magnitude would take years to complete, but the period of chaos that indicates a transition is underway, and if it's not stemmed, one can only imagine the outcome, not for the world, but for the USA.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Movies and superheroes

I've always been a big fan of comics and superheroes. There is something magical about seeing a crusader standing up for the weak, and triumphing over not just evil people, but evil itself. Someone with the power to change the world, and someone who uses it. A person bigger than life itself.

There's a simple charm to such tales. It's much easier to see black and white separately in such stories rather than the muddled grey we usually see. Yet the people behind the heroes are very human themselves, they're usually shy, honest and truthful. They stand behind curtains looking at the ones they love, the ones they would like to be with, the ones they may never have. It's something I guess every geeky and nerdy guy, and comic fan would relate to. But oddly so, I think others do too. People are inherently nervous, in times where they feel powerless to prevent harm to what they hold dear, they tend to look to higher powers for help and guidance. Ample proof is provided by the thousands of miracle stories just about any recently devout person will tell you, how the lord helped them overcome great misery and problems. I feel that little scared kid never quite dies in anyone, he or she is the core of anyone's persona, and in times of peril, we tend to recede to that very persona. Every scared kid needs someone to hold their hand and tell them it's gonna be ok. Though this might sound like an extremely twisted proof to such a claim, an interesting "research" was published in the media some time back. The reason research is in quotes is that the authors were from the (in)famous Playboy magazine. They simply correlated the centrefolds' vital statistics to the times when people were under duress, for e.g. economic downturns etc. What they found was extremely interesting. Men (well , people is a useless generalization here) chose more curvaceous women in times of economic upturn, or when things were going well. In times of depression, they chose women who looked more liked they could take care of them.

Well you may ask what does this have to do with movies exactly? That's simple, try to find the biggest hits of the past 7 years or so, and they'll mostly be fantasy tales about superheroes and the like. 7 is kind of the pivotal number here, cause I'm making a reference to 9/11 here. It seems a lot of the american public hasn't quite emerged from the shock of that time. They still feel that the wrongdoers have not been punished, and they are still at risk. Movies have also adopted a very politically active role, making snide references here and there to the ongoing events.

One might ask, why do things take so much time to heal as we grow older. Well, a major part of the answer is in the question itself, we grow older, more rigid. Another big part is probably that as an adult you are expected to take care of others, and generally hide your fears. Our problems tend to accumulate inside us and we have no one to turn to for answers. And no one to put our problems in perspective, we're pretty likely to get excessively tense about trivial things.

I sometimes wonder if it would be better if there was someone who had all the answers, or atleast someone who could point us in the right direction. Someone who knew exactly what to say, when we're lost for words. Someone who could prevent bad things from happening and people we care about go away. Someone who could be our very own ... superhero.